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Post  Laura on Mon Dec 15, 2008 6:58 pm

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Post  Dimitra_Ony on Mon Dec 15, 2008 7:08 pm

You said 3, it's ok by me Razz
Part 32 Sad
Friday 29th May


My Dear Diary,
I’m so unhappy, I hate my life, I hate Ony, I hate everyone and everything! =( I just want to die and forget everything, forget my life, that I met him, the fun we had together… he’s just another asshole in my life. I truly can’t understand how I let myself fall in love with him. I WANT TO DIE!!! He’s the worst man I’ve ever met. First he said he loved me and now he betrayed me like this…As if nothing had happened between us.
Today was my last exams day and I was very happy about it because finally I could spend all my time in things that I wanted.
I came home. Moni had already started packing her things. She’s still not talking to me. Ony called me and in my disappointment he canceled out date. He said he had some things to do. After that Mikel called.
“Hey Am, how about a walk with me today?”
“Hey Mik, you’re lucky, Ony just canceled our date”
“Oh… I’m sorry about that, so… are you in?”
“Yeah, I have nothing better to do”
“Great, when and where?”
“At 7 in the park?”
“Ok, see ya there!”
We hang up the phone and I was very bored so I decided to surf the net. I haven’t done it for weeks and I had many e-mails. Time passed very quickly and I was late. I got ready fast and headed to the park. Mikel was there.
“Hey Amanda, you look great” he said
“Thanks, so do you” I said and smiled.
We were walking and talking on the park for almost an hour when I suddenly saw Ony. He was with Tania…and they were…KISSING…I couldn’t believe my eyes but Mikel said wtf. Then I realized that everything I was seeing at the moment was true! Ony was cheating on me. I went near him. When he saw me he was shocked but no more than I was.
“It’s not what you think it is” he said and stood up.
“I can’t believe it”
“Please, let me explain”
“Explain what damn it? I…I…”
“Please…” he said and tried to get my hand.
I took my hand away. “Don’t touch me! I…I loved you damn it Ony and you…betrayed me…” I slapped him as strongly as I could while tears were running down my cheeks.
“Amanda it’s…”
“Fuck you Ony, I HATE YOU” I said and left.
Mikel followed me and tried to calm me down.
“Come on Amanda…” he said and hugged me.
“What Mikel? You’re not much better than HE is…” I shouted but hugged him. I really needed the hug now; I was feeling terrible. Ony was the love of my life, and he just put an end to anything good I felt. I was feeling so confused. I was feeling a huge nothing a now…like I was empty, like my heart was taken out of me.
“You’re right” he said and stared at the ground.
After that he drove me home. The girls aren’t here. I’m just going to sleep even though I know I won’t be able to manage it.
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Part 33 Sad
Saturday 30th
May

My Dear Diary,
Today I didn’t go to work. I barely slept at night. Every time I closed my eyes I saw him…staring at me…and I couldn’t stand it. I’m feeling terrible… I’m end of crying…I don’t even have any more tears inside me. I have a terrible headache and all I want is to throw up. I came out of my bedroom and the girls were in the living room.
“Morning Am! You can’t imagine what happened last night! Javi and I went to a hotel and it was so romantic! Flowers and candles everywhere…” Jess said.
“Yes, and Basty took ME to a very nice expensive restaurant and he played the piano for me and then we went at his apartment and…Hey, what happened? You’re as white as paper!” Laura said and stood up to come to me.
“I’m going to throw up” I said and ran to the bathroom. The girls came there. Asked if I was ok, I washed my face and told them what happened. They all started saying how sorry they were. Moni was just staring at me in silence. I was sure she was thinking that I deserved it, that; Now I know exactly how she felt…it’s horrible…. And then suddenly she came and hugged me. I so needed this hug. They prepared some breakfast even though I could eat nothing at all.
They started talking. I was talking; they were listening to me… for hours…. I needed them so much, but on the other hand I needed to be alone.
“Am, I have a surprise for you” Moni said.
“Please Moni, not now…”
“Oh…come on, it’s a nice surprise!”
“What?” I said staring on the floor as I did for the last hour.
“I booked you a sit in the plane. We’re leaving for Spain today!”
“Thanks sis” I said and hugged her.
She helped me pack my things. Laura told me that Basty invited her to go on holiday together in a beautiful island in Greece called Santorini and Javi with Jess were going to have a great time for 2 weeks in Paris. They are so lucky that the guys love them so much. I’m truly happy for them but I swear to myself that I will never fall in love again.
Our plane was leaving at 7 in the evening. All our friends came with us to the airport. Even Ony had the face to show up there. He tried to talk to me as Mikel tried to talk to Moni but none managed it.
“Come to Spain” I whispered to Mikel’s ear and we left.
It’s midnight and it’s half an hour since we arrived home. Helen was very happy but I could see that she was worried too. It’s too late, I’m dead of tiresome but I can’t sleep…I hate it…
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Part 34
Wednesday 3rd June

My Dear Diary,
It’s the 3rd day in Spain. I love it here. Madrid is my home and that will never change no matter what.
Laura called me today.
“Hello Am!”
“Hey honey, how are you?”
“I’m great! Anxious because we’re leaving next week! You? Still thinking of *you know who*?” she asked.
‘I’m so happy for you! Yeah, as if I have a choice…”
“Oh honey…I’m so sorry, is there anything I could do?”
“Kill me”
“Stop it, don’t ever say anything like that again”
“You asked and I answered”
“Ok, ok”
“How’s Jess?”
“She’s great, moved to Javi’s apartment”
“Lucky, and you live alone now?”
“Ehm… I moved to Basty’s for the few days left”
“Wow, and you didn’t tell me, you naughty girl!”
“Hey, we ARE ADSVNC, aren’t we?”
“Yep, we are, how’s Mikel? I miss him!”
“He’s ok, as always, you know…. I think he’s planning to come to Spain! Oh… I have to go, Basty’s back! Love ya honey, and remember, never give up”
“Yeah right, it’s easy for you to say, give regards to my bro’ and tell everyone I miss them!”
“Ok, bye, I send you a huge hug”
“Love ya”
We hang up the phone and I opened the PC. E-mail from Ony was there as every day.
“Let me explain, I’m sorry, I love you”
~Yeah right~ I thought. I deleted it as always and then visited some websites I wanted. Moni came and asked me to go shopping with her. We had a good time although we didn’t talk too much. We were mostly thinking. Conclusion…she still loves Mikel.
We came back at home at 9 o’clock. Helen had prepared dinner. We watched some TV and Moni went to sleep. I’ve been sitting to the balcony for 2 hours now. I think I’m going to try to sleep. Goodnight…
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Post  Monikute on Mon Dec 15, 2008 7:27 pm

WOW!!!! Amazing....so many parts...if you are in good mood, type more Laughing Laughing Laughing bounce

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Post  Dimitra_Ony on Mon Dec 15, 2008 7:31 pm

Monikute wrote:WOW!!!! Amazing....so many parts...if you are in good mood, type more Laughing Laughing Laughing bounce
I have them typed already sis Razz But I don't know if I will post more today Laughing
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Post  Laura on Mon Dec 15, 2008 7:39 pm

OMG!!!!!! Ony is real BLONDE Laughing Laughing Laughing
First Mikel and now Ony.What is going on with them? I hope that Basty won't do the same Laughing Laughing
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Post  Monikute on Mon Dec 15, 2008 7:41 pm

Dimitra_Ony wrote:
Monikute wrote:WOW!!!! Amazing....so many parts...if you are in good mood, type more Laughing Laughing Laughing bounce
I have them typed already sis Razz But I don't know if I will post more today Laughing

Please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Rolling Eyes Rolling Eyes Rolling Eyes Rolling Eyes

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Post  Dimitra_Ony on Mon Dec 15, 2008 7:43 pm

Monikute wrote:
Dimitra_Ony wrote:
Monikute wrote:WOW!!!! Amazing....so many parts...if you are in good mood, type more Laughing Laughing Laughing bounce
I have them typed already sis Razz But I don't know if I will post more today Laughing

Please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Rolling Eyes Rolling Eyes Rolling Eyes Rolling Eyes
ok ok, I don't know what got me lately but ok, I'll post more, 1 or 2??? Razz
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Post  Laura on Mon Dec 15, 2008 7:44 pm

Of course 2 Laughing Laughing

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Post  Dimitra_Ony on Mon Dec 15, 2008 7:44 pm

Laura wrote:OMG!!!!!! Ony is real BLONDE Laughing Laughing Laughing
First Mikel and now Ony.What is going on with them? I hope that Basty won't do the same Laughing Laughing
I want more bounce bounce
He truly is blonde, damn it...I hate him for what he did to poor Amanda Sad when I was posting the parts I cried Sad
They are stupid, that's what is going on with them!!!
Well, I hope the same thing Rolling Eyes
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Post  Dimitra_Ony on Mon Dec 15, 2008 7:45 pm

Laura wrote:Of course 2 Laughing Laughing
You are SOOOOOOO taking advantage of me Laughing Laughing Laughing


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Post  Monikute on Mon Dec 15, 2008 7:48 pm

C'mon Dimi.............. Wave you can do it popcorn


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Post  Dimitra_Ony on Mon Dec 15, 2008 7:48 pm

Part 35
Monday 15th June


My Dear Diary,
Today was the first time after breaking up with *you know whom* that I slept normally…at least I slept… =/ I was dreaming of him all night.
Moni woke me up at 11 o’clock. She informed me that Helen had left for 2 days and left us alone. She may be her mother but I don’t think she likes her very much. Moni is in a very bad mood every day. She almost never smiles and I can’t even remember how her laughter sounds like.
I went to the kitchen and ate some cereals. She came and sat opposite of me.
“I can’t stand it anymore. I miss him so much! His face, his voice, his kisses, his hugs, his smile…”
“I think you just read my mind”
“Yeah, we understand each other”
“You know…he’s…coming to Spain…Mikel I mean”
“What? When? I don’t want to see him.”
“Don’t know when”
“I hate him,” she said.
The phone rang.
“Hey Am” said Laura
“Hey sweetie, how are you?”
“I’m great, at the moment lying on the beach next to Basty sunbathing, you?”
“Lucky you! I just woke up, Moni is here too”
“Give her my kissed and hugs! You should really come here one day”
“I’m glad you have a nice time! Tell me all about it”
“Well, we’re here for a week. The weather is great. We’re going to restaurants almost every day. We spend all the day on the beach or walking on the streets. It’s amazing! The hotel we’re staying in is amazing and thank god the walls aren’t “fake””
“Oh…naughtyyy…! I’m so happy for you!”
“Thanks, how about trying to be a bit happy for YOU too?”
I didn’t answer and she understood that I wasn’t going to.
“Ok, ok, forget what I said.”
“Ok. I have to go, I have to help Moni with something”
“Ok, Kisses, Love ya”
“Love ya too”
I spent the rest of the day in the house lying in my bed, or watching TV or surfing the net. Time passed quite fast and it’s 12 o’clock. I’ll try to sleep. Goodnight…
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Part 36
Friday 19th June


My Dear Diary,
Today I woke up by a very uncommon noise here in Spain, especially in summer; a thunder. It was 5 o’clock in the morning. Moni came into my bedroom.
“Someone’s on the phone, he doesn’t answer to me, I think it’s for you” said and gave me the phone.
“Yes…” I said. It was Mikel of course; he was in Spain, just arrived. He had nowhere to sleep and wanted to ask me if I knew a good hotel. Honestly I would call him to stay with me if it wasn’t for Moni. I told him about a cheap and nice hotel just a few blocks away from Helen’s house.
We hang up the phone and I said to Moni that Mikel was here. She didn’t seem happy but not sad either. After that I went to bed again and slept till 1 o’clock.
I called Mikel and his mobile phone was turned off so I assumed he was still sleeping. I went to a friend of mine, who I hadn’t seen for a long time. I’m talking about Francesca of course. She was very happy to see me and I had so many things to tell her. She told me many things too, about the ma of her dreams Fernando, I remember him we were in the same school although he was a year older.
I told her about *you know whom* although she was mostly talking than listening to me. I totally understand her. After that I went to home and Jess called.
“Hey honey, how are you?”
“I’m fine, you?”
“I’m great, Javi and I arrived in Paris and it’s really outrageous!”
“Wow, I’m so happy for you! Give my regards to Javi”
“He sends you kisses, is it truth that Mikel is there?”
“Yeah, he came today!”
“Am, I thought you loved Ony”
“1stly, never say his name again in front of me, and 2ndly, get serious honey, Mikel and I are just friends”
“Oh… Ok, ok, you just seem so close to each other”
“Yeah, we are best friends. Tell me, how’s Paris?”
She kept talking for an hour about Paris, and Javi. Finally we hang up the phone. I glanced at the clock, 11:30 already.
I went to my room and opened the PC. I was surfing the net when a man with the nickname “Spanish Eyes” talked to me. It was quite fun. He seemed nice. It’s 2 o’clock now, I think I’m going to sleep, goodnight!
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Spanish eyes....-------------->>>>>>>>>>>>> ONY Laughing Laughing Laughing Laughing
More pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee Rolling Eyes

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Post  Dimitra_Ony on Mon Dec 15, 2008 7:55 pm

Monikute wrote:Spanish eyes....-------------->>>>>>>>>>>>> ONY Laughing Laughing Laughing Laughing
More pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee Rolling Eyes
Suspect How did you get to tthat conclusion??? scratch I'm sure it's not Ony Wink
NO MORE
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Post  Monikute on Mon Dec 15, 2008 7:57 pm

Dimitra_Ony wrote:
Monikute wrote:Spanish eyes....-------------->>>>>>>>>>>>> ONY Laughing Laughing Laughing Laughing
More pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee Rolling Eyes
Suspect How did you get to tthat conclusion??? scratch I'm sure it's not Ony Wink
NO MORE

Hey, don't try to tease me Suspect Suspect Suspect

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Post  Dimitra_Ony on Mon Dec 15, 2008 7:58 pm

Monikute wrote:
Dimitra_Ony wrote:
Monikute wrote:Spanish eyes....-------------->>>>>>>>>>>>> ONY Laughing Laughing Laughing Laughing
More pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee Rolling Eyes
Suspect How did you get to tthat conclusion??? scratch I'm sure it's not Ony Wink
NO MORE

Hey, don't try to tease me Suspect Suspect Suspect
I'm not!!! Razz I'm trying to get you to a right conclusion Razz
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Post  Monikute on Mon Dec 15, 2008 8:01 pm

ok ok....Spanish eyes---> Ony, Mikel, Basty, Javi..????????????????? Tell meeeeeeeeeeeeee Suspect

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Post  ~Mar~ on Mon Dec 15, 2008 8:06 pm

I was thinking the same! Shocked

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Post  Dimitra_Ony on Mon Dec 15, 2008 8:07 pm

Fine fine, think whatever you want Razz You'll see in one part before the end Razz
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Post  Monikute on Mon Dec 15, 2008 8:07 pm

~Mar~ wrote:I was thinking the same! Shocked
Thanks God you are thinking the same...I'm not alone.... bounce

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Post  Laura on Mon Dec 15, 2008 8:10 pm

Of course not Basty No No No
I am with you sis it's really Ony Laughing Laughing

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Post  Monikute on Mon Dec 15, 2008 8:13 pm

Laura wrote:Of course not Basty No No No
I am with you sis it's really Ony Laughing Laughing


YES!!! YES!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!! cheers cheers cheers
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Post  Dimitra_Ony on Mon Dec 15, 2008 8:15 pm

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Post  Monikute on Mon Dec 15, 2008 8:23 pm

I don't see nothing funny here.... Neutral Arrow

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Post  Dimitra_Ony on Mon Dec 15, 2008 8:25 pm

Monikute wrote:I don't see nothing funny here.... Neutral Arrow
See the bright side of life Laughing I'm sooooo in a good mood lately without even knowing why Laughing
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