"Wonderland" -Part 20 -Final part

OMG He found out
It's about time!

Sergo wrote:OMG He found out
It's about time!

Hey you!
Come on msn!

I want it to know!

Lovely part!

xxImkexx wrote:

Sergo wrote:OMG He found out
It's about time!

Hey you!
Come on msn!

I am on msn
Ok.. 2 hours later... But still

I'm happy he didn't kick her out of there! But I wanna read more!

Part 10

And so our weekdays went on…

One day I saw something what arranged my feelings totally over. I was shopping when I suddenly saw Javi standing at the street. I planned to go to talk to him, but suddenly some woman came there and they left together after hugging really friendly in my opinion. I was shocked. Of course I knew that I was just a friend to him. But I surprised of my feelings. I felt really jealous, like he would have betrayed me.
I went to the nearest café to think about this. After little thinking I realized something.

“Oh, fuck!” I thought. “This can’t be true. I can’t believe this.” I sighed.
”I’m totally in love with him.”
And when I thought that I realized that it was true. I had fallen in love these weeks which I had spent with him. And I haven’t even realized that. But now, I understood that the friendship had changed. I couldn’t be a friend with him anymore. I wanted something more.
But I couldn’t have it. Not now. Not this kind of situation.
“Oh, shit. What I’m going to do now?” I thought.
“Maybe I can survive without telling him anything. I have to stand this situation over a month. But I’m not telling this to him. It’ll destroy everything. Our friendship, everything. But if he loves me? No, absolutely not. I don’t believe it. This is gonna be hard to me.” I thought and left from the café.

I was still shocked about my feelings so I walked around the streets. I still tried to decide what I should do. Finally I make up my mind to keep the first plan. I don’t tell this to him. It’s much better that way. I’m trying to act like everything would be normal. Even I think it’s hard. But I don’t want to ruin our friendship with this.

Javi didn’t notice anything unusual in my behaviour. And I tried hard to be normal. But sometimes it was so difficult. He looked so cute that I wanted so much to touch and kiss him. But it wasn’t allowed.

oh no! forbidden love!
great part though

so sweet
great...and i wanna more

Maybe it was just his sister?
Oh.. I can hope

This is becoming really interesting. Great part.

Hmmm... what about Javi.... something has to happen... bery good!!

poor girl that is feeling bad


great part

Oooh Exciting!!

I beg for more!

Part 11

One day we both had free day. I decided to sunbathe again. I had tanned myself quite much but I wanted to deep it more. Little after Javi came also at the roof to sunbathe. And of course he was wearing just little swimming trunks.
“Oh shit.” I thought. “What the hell I’m going to do now? How I can control myself?”
I decided to concentrate to reading a book and not even take a quick glance at him. But of course he came to sunbathe next to me and started talking to me. So it was quite difficult to not to look at him. He asked me all kind of things. What kind of life I have at my home country and what I study there or do I have a boyfriend etc.

Actually we haven’t discussed anything like this before. I don’t know why. But then I had to ask him something what had bothered me for a while.
“Don’t you have a girlfriend?” I asked.
“No, I don’t.” Javi answered. “Like you see about my home, this is kinda single man’s home. You can’t see woman’s touch here.”
“But why you don’t have a girlfriend?” I asked. “You are famous, really handsome and you have great disposition.”
“Uhmm… Well thanks.” Javi said and blushed a little. “At the moment I don’t have time for that.”
“Hey, that is so old explanation. So, think something else.” I said and grinned.
“Ermh.. Maybe I just haven’t found that right one.” he said then.

I glanced at him and I saw that he looked little worried and sad.
“Hey, what’s up?” I asked and started to stare at him. (Even it wasn’t very clever.)
“Naah, nothing. I just remembered some work stuff.” Javi answered.
Somehow I knew he was lying. But I didn’t argue of it. He knows that he could trust me and talk to me. So I decided to wait if he wanted to talk about it.
“Can I ask you something?” I asked again, because I wanted to change the subject.
“Of course you can.” Javi replied.
“Doesn’t your lip piercing bother you?” I asked.
Javi looked me strange way and then he started to laugh.
“No, of course not. Or should it bother me?” he laughed.
“I dunno. But I just thought that maybe it bother eating or…kissing or something.” I said.
“No it doesn’t bother.” he smiled. “Or me it doesn’t, dunno about the others.”
“So it could bother in kissing at the other person?” I asked curious.
“I dunno. I’m not the other person, because I have the piercing. So how could I know that?” Javi laughed. “And why you want to know that?”
“I’m just curious person.” I smiled innocent.
“Well, if you really want to know, try it” Javi suggested.

when will we get more?

edit: just saw the part

TRY IT!!!

more right away!!!!!

Nooooo....
Tomorrow, I think..
It's so nice to tease you little...

wow...soo great

i don't like teasing

But I like to tease people..

“Well, if you really want to know, try it” Javi suggested.

wiihi. What an opportunity to try.. piercing
I wanna know what will happen! so post more soon

everyone agrees

TRY IT!!! I would do it without a second of hesitation.

and the words are:

TRY IT