*The Story Of A Girl* ... PART 70 - The End.

kath ==> katherina is that your full name?? OMG it's beautiful

No thats not my full name Its Kathryn, but my friend has started calling me Katherina, so its my new nickname

It fits with i love you mi vida, i love you Katherina

oohh... i like the name too

I know a girl who's name is Katherina

Great part
Ony gets this: loser loser double loser asshole take a picture duuuh

moreee?

tonight would be nice more

indeed

well im not promising coz im pissing about with my latptop now xD
i shall try, lets just hope my mum doesnt cut the internet off and i might be able to write some later, but dont bank on it!
god i love typing! Super speedy fingers!
i guess oranges dont help
hahahahah

i still hoping

me too

today i promise!!

Can't wait to read it

i hope this time you post it

i hope so too

A super long part to make up with the ones i didnt post before

PART 53


Dear Diary,

I could not believe that Mikel was serious about the whole Ony thing. Surely he wasn’t that sad! Even if he does try to contact me I am so going to ignore him. Ok, maybe that is easier said than done. I have really wanted to see him, be near him. I know its crazy because of what he did, but that doesn’t stop these feelings going away. Lets just hope Mikel is wrong…

I haven’t heard off Javi yet but it has only be a day, and he is still in Seville. Mikel said he wasn’t in rehearsal so I assumed that’s where he is. He should be back tomorrow, but do I go and talk to him? Do I call him? I don’t know…

I hate being indecisive.


Love Alisha
X

Song: I can’t decide = Scissor Sisters


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Dear Diary,

Well I no longer need to be indecisive about one of those worries above ^^
Here is what happened, hold on to your seats. When you read this back you will probably, almost definitely regret what you did today [That was to me in the future bdw.]

So I got up this morning, nothing unusual there. When I got down stairs however Bryony was sitting there waiting. She nearly never graces us with her presences at least until 10 o’clock. It was 9:27. Something was up. I did not want to look at her, let along have a conversation with her. I prayed she wasn’t waiting for me.

- Good morning. She said coldly.
- Morning. I tried to sound unconcerned. I don’t think I quite managed it.
- How are you? She asked. Like she really cared. I guess she didn’t want the honest answer.
- I just woke up, what do you think?
- Sorry.
- Yeah whatever.
- So do you have any plans today?
- What’s it to you?
- I was just wondering. She was starting to get mad.
- Chillax would you?
- Sorry. She took a deep breath. Maybe if she breathed in long enough she would choke on her own air… That’s ridiculous, it might not be physically possible. I shouldn’t wish her dead, she is still my sister whether I like it or not.
- Drop the small talk, what do you want?
- I don’t want anything…
- Then what’s with all the questions?
- I’m just interested.
- Pffff! Yeah right.
- Honestly, you don’t have to believe me.
- Good because I don’t.
- So what are you doing today?
- Nothing, so far. Why?
- I said I’m just interested!
- TAKE A CHILL PILL! Now she was really pissing me off.
- Whatever… she got up and left. How charming.

I tried to forget the uncomfortable conversation with Bryony with a shower. It didn’t work. I was really curious to what she was up to…
Was she going to have Ony over today so she wanted to know if I was going to be out of the house? Was she trying to find out if I would be free to do something with her? I was clueless.

I heard Bryony leave, so it was just Jack and I in the house. At about 11:00 the doorbell rang. I expected it to be the postman, or Bryony because she had forgotten her keys. It wasn’t going to be Mikel because he had work all day. I opened the door and was surprised to see Ony standing there.

- Hola. He said whilst looking at his feet.
- Hello. Wtf was I going to do?!
- How are you?
- Fine, pretty fantastic actually.
- I am glad you are holding up…
- Why would I not be holding up? Do you think you are sooooo hard to get over? I don’t think so mate!
- I know, I wasn’t suggesting that. It just must have been pretty awful for your boyfriend to cheat on you with your sister then find out that your best friend is in love with you too…
- Well it wasn’t exactly pleasant. No.
- Can I come in?
- Why?
- To chat.
- What if I don’t want you to?
- Then say so, and I will go away. Just please, just hear me out?
- I don’t want no sob story!
- I promise, no sob stories here….
- Fine, come in.
I showed him into the living room.
- Is Jack here? He asked.
- Yeah he is but he has already had a shit this morning so I wouldn’t worry.
- Oh, ok good! He laughed and I gave him a dirty look.
- So?
- So…
- What do you want?
- Well, I just want you to know that I am truly truly sorry, from the bottom of my heart…
- I didn’t know you had a heart, I thought you were driven by your balls…
- There is no need to play dirty…
- You did, why can’t I?
- Fair point. Anyway, I came he today to ask for your forgiveness. You don’t have to say yes right away, I just need to know that I tried. That’s why I asked Bryony to find out what you were up to today…
- Ok, well you tried? Will you go now?
- Yeah I guess…
He stood up to leave, but instead came towards me.
- What are you doing the door is…
He cut me off with a kiss. A full blown French kiss with as much passion as ever. I knew I should have pushed him off, but I didn’t want to. I enjoyed kissing him. All too soon the kiss was over. He left my palms sweating and my heart beating unevenly.
- That way… I finished my sentence.
He carried on walking towards the door.
- Ony, wait!
- What?
- Hang on. I needed to sort my thoughts out, my head was spinning.
- Go on…
- I know I am going to kill myself later for saying this but… Stop me if you think that you’ve have heard this one before. Nothings changed, I still love you. Oh I still love you. Only slightly less than I used to my love.
- Really? I knew it!
- You did?
- We had something special Alisha, I knew that yet I was stupid enough to ruin it. Where have I heard that little speech before?
- Mark Ronson lyrics…
- Ooooh.
- Yeah. I blushed.
- So, are we an item again? He asked.
- I don’t know about that…
- That’s understandable, but there is a party coming up soon, a work do thing. Not exactly sure what it is, but I was wondering if you wanted to come with me?
- When is it?
- Next Saturday…
- Are you sure you don’t want to take Bryony?
- Absolutely sure.
- I guess I could come then…
- Great! I will pick you up at 6 on Saturday.
- Ok. He kissed me again, but less passionately.

What have I done?



Song: Stop Me = Mark Ronson Feat. Daniel Merriweather

ony is just doing this because the javi thing...

my sixth feeling is telling me

that proves that i must be right...


damn it

nope, thats me keeping my mouth shut [with extra strong tape this time xD] coz i dont wanna spoil it
you might me right, you might be wrong

whatever happens i will hate ony..

Alisha is crazy.

Alisha isn't that smart, huh?

Maybe it's a stupid thing what she did.. But don't forget that she loves him.. Still a stupid thing, but..

Aaanyway: More?

we shall see what happens
i shall try for more tonight

Yaaay!! *happy-dance*

Awesome