**Angel** Part 20 FINISHED!

That doesn't matter.. We are big girls And curious to a next part!

Ok...

Part 17

3 months later

Things were better now. We both had forgotten the things between us. Well, at least we never talked about them anymore. Little by little we were fooling around and joking like before and I noticed Javi had changed a bit. He seemed to be happier than before. I could see a smile on his face more often now. But then came a day I didn't want to see.

The doorbell rang. I wondered who it could be. I was home alone, so I had to open the door.
- Hola! Javi smiled on the door, - Can we come in?
I was shocked.
- Yes... of... of course, I stuttered and tried to smile.
- Susana, this is my girlfriend, Sonia. Sonia, this is my best friend, Susana, Javi introduced us and we shook hands.
- Nice to meet you, I smiled, - Javi really surprised me, because I didn't even know he has a girlfriend.
- Well, I have heard so much of you, Sonia smiled.
She was beautiful and really friendly.
- Let's go to the kitchen, I'll make some coffee for us, I smiled and tried not to act any stupid.

They stayed for an hour. I noticed Sonia was really a sweet girl. She wasn't with Javi just because he was a celebrity. I could see she really loved him for what he was inside... and I felt she was now the right one for him. When I looked at Javi, I saw how he looked at Sonia. His look was full of love. They were meant for each others. They probably would have stayed for longer, but I said I had a meeting, so they left then. I walked them to the outdoor and when I closed the door behind them, I started crying. Now I knew I was losing him forever. She would take him away from me. We wouldn't see each others so often anymore. He wouldn't have time for me anymore.
Later Javi called me and asked my opinion about Sonia. I told him they were meant for each others and that she was a great girl. Javi said Sonia had said the same about me... that I was a great girl and that she had liked me a lot.
- Be happy together, I wished.
- Thanks! That means a lot to me, Javi said.

Weeks and months passed by. I became more and more sad. Javi was more and more happy with Sonia. He didn't have much time for me, but he didn't totally forget me. Many times he invited me to spend time with them, but I refused. I said they should be together and they don't need me.

fucking javi...

O-oh.. Blonde Javi.. he should have said that he loved her..

yh.. this doesn't sound good at all..

of shit. now I have theory about what is gonna happen. and it is hell sad. and Im not telling.

You have a theory? Well, I think I can guess what it is, but I'm not saying anything...

Oh no he has a girlfriend
Poor Susana
I want more

More tomorrow...

ok

What? Why this: ??

because i don't want to wait but i have to

This isn't a bery long story, so there's not much left... so I don't wanna post them all at once

i understand... but you know that we always want more and more

I know

Part 18

Then... six months later it happened. I was looking at an invitation for a wedding... Javi and Sonia's! I knew it would happen, but still I wished it wouldn't.
- Hey, Javi is getting married, Carlos rushed in and seemed to be happy for his friend.
- Yep, I replied.
- Aren't you happy? he asked and started making some coffee.
- Of course! I lied and left the room.
I knew I had to do something. I couldn't stand this anymore.

It was the wedding day. Carlos had left already. He was the bestman.
Raúl was looking at me weirdly.
- Aren't you getting dressed soon? You'll be late!
- I... aaa... I will..., I stuttered.
- Susana? Aren't you coming? Raúl was worried.
- No. I'm not coming, I said straight.
- Why not? I thought you were the best friends! he exclaimed.
- We were... but things changed.
- What do you mean? Raúl was confused.
- I... well... my feelings changed..., I was embarrassed.
- Are you saying that you love him? Raúl looked a bit shocked.
- Yes... that's what I'm saying, I confessed tears in my eyes.
- Sister... how did that happen?
- I don't know... it just... happened. I couldn't help it.
Raúl hugged me and comforted me.
- Remember you once said we should sleep together, Javi and I? I asked.
- Yea... but that was a long time ago.
- And I didn't love him yet.
- You decided to be friends then?
- Well... he never wanted me in that way. Actually we shared one night, but...
- You did? Raúl was surprised.
- Yes, but we both just needed someone. We agreed just for one night and never again. I already loved him, but...
- I'm sorry... and you can't come to the weddings now? Raúl asked.
- No... I can't see them..., I started crying.
- What are you going to do?
- I'll move out, I said.
- Where?
- Barcelona.
- Now?
- Yes. I've already packed my things.
- Susana... what do I tell Javi? He will ask about you, my brother looked really worried.
- Tell him.... tell him that I'm sorry I couldn't come and that I wish all the best for both of them and... that... we'll see sometimes. But don't tell him that I love him, ok.
- Ok, Raúl nodded.

Javi called me next day. I almost didn't answer, but I thought it was better.
- Hola! I'm sorry I couldn't come yesterday! I tried to sound happy.
- Hola! Yes... I missed you. I wished you were there.
- Well, I'm sure you have lots of pics then, I said.
- Yes, we have.... So, Barcelona, huh? he asked a bit sadness in his voice.
- Yes. I found a great job here! I said happily.
- Good for you. Is everything ok? he asked.
- Yes, just fine! I lied.
- Great! Well then... I hope we'll see soon! he said.
- Yea, me too! Bye!

But we didn't see soon. I didn't visit Madrid for 2 years... and when I heard D'Nash was in Barcelona, I stayed at home. I didn't want to see him. My heart was broken and I wondered if it'll be whole ever again. Javi called me and asked why I didn't come to see them in Barcelona. I lied that I was in Sevilla by then. Lies, lies... I only told him lies, because I couldn't tell the truth.
Little by little Javi stopped calling me. In the evenings I often cried in my bed until I fell asleep. I remembered the night with him. He was so gentle. I was in heaven with him... just for a night. His kisses and touches... I missed them so much. I missed his laugh, his jokes, everything... and now I couldn't even talk to him anymore. I loved him now as much as then and it hurt so much. Would I ever survive from this?!

will it ever be happier? it cant be so sad till the end.

Ah... well...

I'm speechless

Wowo Minna.. Great story

This is so sad!! It can't be more sad, can it?
I hope she'll be ok soon.

No...
This is too sad.