*Angel... in a different story* part 39, the end

Haha! Thanks girls!

What? More for God's sake.

Javi that is not nice at all...
Great part again :D

asshole

Thanx for the comments! I'll post a new part, because I won't be here until tomorrow maybe, so...

Part 34

I had cried myself into sleep. I woke up early in the morning. Javi was sitting by the bed. He had turned his back to me... and he had got dressed too. I couldn't believe I had slept for so long, but I really was tired. Well, Javi hadn't sleep at all then, I assumed.
- Hey..., I said.
I didn't know what else to say.
Javi turned his head and looked at me.
- Hey..., he replied.
- Why did you lie to me? I asked.
I didn't know why I asked that right away. It just came to my mind.
- I don't know... I didn't want to hurt you, I guess.
- Didn't you feel bad because of it? I asked another question.
- Yes... I did... and I'm really sorry what I did... I treated you really badly... and it kills me, because I don't know why I did it, he said and his voice turned into whispering and crying in the end.
- Do you regret it? I asked then.
- YES! More than anything in my life! he looked at me.
I had never before seen that kind of pain and sadness in anyone's eyes.
But I guess my eyes looked pretty much the same than his.
- I wish I could make it undone! I don't understand how I could do it to you! You are my wife, I love you more than anything or anyone! You are my LIFE! And I'm so stupid that I want to destroy it! he said with a trembling voice.
For a while I didn't say anything. I just fought against my tears.
- Will you come with me in Barcelona and help me with moving? I asked then.
- What!? Javi got scared.
- What? I don't need that apartment anymore, I said and realised then that Javi had thought I'd move out from here, from our home.
- Oh... I thought... never mind, he said and sighed, - Yes, I'll help you.

We spent the weekend in silence. We didn't talk to each others after the morning. I didn't know what to say and I was angry and sad about how he had treated me. Next week started in silence as well. We were in Barcelona and took my things and I returned the keys of my apartment. Soon my work would start in Madrid... if I survived from this holiday. We didn't speak much during the trip to Barcelona either, just the necessary. I knew that Javi was waiting for my forgiveness, but it wasn't that easy. I wasn't ready for it yet and we still needed to talk about it. I was so broken. I had trusted him and he... well, you already know what he did.

Three weeks later the situation was still the same.
Carlos had a birthday party and he had rented a restaurant for it. He had invited us and all the other D'Nash boys too and of course his friends and so on. Carlos had asked if D'Nash could perform in his party and they had accepted it even if Javi was still on sick leave. He couldn't really concentrate to music, so the boys had agreed that they'll have a break, but Javi wanted to sing in my brother's party and it was ok with the others as well.

The boys had their perform and it was great. We all loved it and Carlos came to me and asked if I was enjoying. I was, but still I had a strange feeling and it was because of Javi. Carlos noticed it too.
- I can see there's something wrong, sis. You wanna share? he asked.
- Well, not really... it's between me and Javi, I said.
- I thought you were happy, Carlos frowned.
- Hmm... well... something happened, I replied.
Carlos got too curious, so I had to tell him and when I had finished, he seemed to be furious.
- He is NOT allowed to treat you that way! he exclaimed and at the same time Javi was walking toward us.
Carlos saw him and without warning he hit him smack in the belly! Javi fell down on the floor and cried of pain.

uh oh Carlos. like Javi needed more pain that he already has. but great part anyway

Somewhere he had deserved that one, but he could have warned Javi..

Great part!

Great part :D

Ouch!! Hitting hurts...
But great parts!! And I want more

Poor Javi. It must be hurt
Anyway great part

well, javi deserved it but i feel sorry now


great part

Am I weird for laughing at Carlos punch?

yes, you are

Thanks! Hehe, Carlos is a protective big brother! And Javi kinda deserved it...

Part 35

- You animal leave my sister alone! Carlos yelled at him.
Javi looked scared and he tried to get up, but Carlos seemed to hit him again if he would get up.
I decided to stop it.
- Carlos! I pushed him strongly, - Stop it! Don't hurt him!
Carlos tried to push me away from him, but I didn't give up.
- Carlos! Stop! You don't know everything, so let it be! I yelled at him.
Javi had got up already and his belly seemed to ache a bit.
Carlos stared at him very angryly, but he didn't go nearer him.
- I'm leaving, I said to Carlos and walked to Javi.
- C'mon, let's go home, I said to him and pulled him with me.

We took a taxi back home. We were quiet on the way. We didn't speak anything when we entered our house. Then suddenly I heard Javi talking.
- Thanks... for helping me, he said quietly.
I looked at him.
- Well... he had no right to act like that, I replied.
- He had. He was right. I should have left you alone. My mistake, totally, he said and walked in to the kitchen.
I stared at after him, then I went in the kitchen as well.
- Javi..., I started, but suddenly I didn't know what to say.
He turned to look a me.
- Wouldn't it be better if we stopped all this? he asked, - I made a mistake and I have to suffer of it for the rest of my life. Would it be better then if we didn't see each others anymore?

His eyes were full of pain. I realised he was as broken as I was. I realised he was really regretting what he had done. He was unhappy, because he still loved me and I didn't forgive him...

such sad part. I hope it is gonna be happier soon

Yes, it was... but I can't tell what happens next...

Man.. Javi is poor and stupid at the same time

Sad part But I liked it
Moree

Thanx! More? Hmm... Later today... I think...

wicked

girl1035 wrote:yes, you are

Thanks for telling the truth,

About the part though. It was so sad

Sad part
But still I love it

Great but sad part...

Thanx! You'll get more....

Part 36

- Susana, answer to me... Isn't it true, that you can't forgive me? I know I did so wrong, but I can't make it undone. There was something in Sonia that I couldn't resist. I did things with her, but I didn't sleep with her... and I think I couldn't have done it even if I had decided I would... I can blame on the distance we had... but I'm not blaming on you. I know I don't deserve you, but... you are the one I really love... and... if I lose you... I have nothing left... I'm sorry... I'm really sorry for everything, he said looking at me in the eyes.

We stared at each others for a while. Then I walked to him and hugged him. He was surprised at first, but then I felt his arms around me as he hugged back. He held me really tight.
- Javi..., I whispered, - are you really unhappy because of me? I asked.
He looked at me.
- Yes... I'm not thinking about Sonia anymore. I know you can't forgive, but I still would like to continue with you... because I love you, he said and he didn't look away.
He spoke from his heart. This was the truth, I knew it.
- But I never said I was leaving, I reminded.
- But you thought about it, he said.
- No... not really... I just needed time to go through this... and now that I've seen your feelings... how much you regret it... I want to forget it. Like it never happened. Well, I think I forgave you a while ago, but I was a bit afraid for the future. What if it would happen again...? I said and dried a lonely tear on his cheek.
- It won't, he whispered.
His eyes were full of tears.
- Are you sure?
- Yes. I learnt my lesson well. You made me to confess and it was the right thing to do. I realised how much I hurt you and it hurt me so much to see what I had done to you. How much you loved me and trusted in me... and I was an idiot and spoiled everything! he couldn't hold his crying anymore.
I hugged him again.
- Shh... don't cry anymore, I said though I had tears in my eyes as well.
He held me tightly again.
- I love you so much, he sobbed and held me close to him.
- I love you too, I whispered and felt that I belonged there, in his arms.
Then he gently released me, caressed my hair and kissed my lips. And I kissed back.
How I had missed those lips, his touch, everything in him.
- Do you seriously forgive me? Javi wanted to be sure.
- Yes... No one is perfect and we all do mistakes sometimes. We need to forgive as well, I said and smiled.
It was my first smile for a long, long time. Javi smiled too. It was good to see his lovely smile. We hugged again. I felt so safe with him.
Suddenly a doorbell rang.
- Who can it be at this time, Javi frowned and went to open the door.

So great