The ugly duck... Another fanfic by Julia ;) (Kleckutis_LT)

What what what he did? Now I need to know. Great part Julia.

hmmm... mikel is about to tying something

patience girls patience but I can tell you that from this point the life of the girl julia is going to be crazy and am.. tragickly bad

now i want to read more

tell me bout it. me want more.

Part 11
- But what if I want you?( he said In a calm and devilishly sexy voice, and to my surprise he kissed me.. His warm lips touched mine… I could feel the menthol tea taste on my lips… and to my bigger surprise I didn’t push him away… But finally I came to my senses…
- Stop, what are you doing?
- Kissing you… (he came near me and hugged me in a bit perversa way… He was kissing my shoulder…
- No, go away.. ( my lips were telling to go away but I was hugging him to)
- Do you really want me to go away? (he said and leaned a bit back.. )
- Yes…I don’t want to do anything I would regret tomorrow…
- Why would you regret it?
- Because I don’t know if I could be with Ony after this…
- I will go away, but first you have to tell me something…
- What? ( we were still standing very very close)
- Did you think about Ony when I was kissing you?
- I…( I lowered my head) No I didn’t.. You were on my mind… Your lips were on my mind…
- So why are you telling me to leave? (he looked surprised)
- Because… because I don’t know what am I doing anymore…
- You want a good advice? Follow your heart… But know one thing.. Whatever your decision will be, I will respect it and I will be your friend no matter what… Now..I must go…
- But, promise me one thing… not a word about his to Ony…
- As you wish… But don’t forget to think about what I said…
- How could I forget… (I saw a smile in his face.. But although he was smiling I saw the sadness in his eyes.
- Now… I must go… (he was walking towards the door but I grabbed his hand)
- Not after this…
I kissed him… I stroke my hands trough his hair( I do that often don’t I?) my hands were wondering all over his body.It was a perversa kiss.
.I underlayed my hands under his shirt and runned trough his tatoo and his belly with my fingertips.. My lips were hissing all of his face and afterwords my tongue was catching his tongue... when the kiss was over, he was sighed.. for a moment he just stood there… But than he came to his sences and walked trough the door.
I closed the door. and reclined my back to the door…than I slowly slided down to the ground.. I sat on the ground for a long time… My mind was crazy… I had to choose between Ony and Mikel.. And at this moment my heart leaned to Mikel.. But on the other hand Ony was so nice to me. .and I was attracted to him like hell… One side of me told me to choose Mikel.. the other One told me to choose Ony…
I called Tommy… He was my last hope… I talked to him for like an half an hour… But the decision was still mine…
But unfortunately I made a wrong decision.

oh god.. what decision?? pleaseeeeee

what? what wrong decision? why are you doing this to me Julia? anyway, this story is good as hell.thank you.new part anytime soon?

I really love this story
i wanna know what happened next and why she made wrong decision

Part 12
But at that time It seemed the best… I decided to let them both go… I couldn’t choose one of them… I didn’t answer their calls, I didn’t open the door for them…And for a minute there (well for a month to be right) I thought this story was ended. But hey, destiny have strange ways…
Damn these supermarkets… You can’t find anything in here… \-I was mumbling to myself while pushing the goods wagon trough the milk section… When suddenly I slipped and fell… Not a painful fall I could say, but my coat was all… how should I putt it… milky… - Are you ok? I heard a mans voice behind me…
- yeah I’m fine, but the jerk who spilled the milk ain’t gonna be…
At that moment I had no intention to look at him what so ever. The man helped me to stand up… I turned to him to say thanks but my “cencear” smile turned in to my jaw opening to the flour .I swear I heard how My jaw bumped in to something… But that’s not important… The most important thing is what I saw...The man who helped me stand up was Mikel… I was in shock. I mean I just ran away from them with no answer what’s so ever… But gosh I missed his face, his smile…
- Thanks (I said in a voice so week I could almost hear it myself. He was still holding my hand. I felt so guilty so I just turned my head away)
- Hey… look at me, please? (he said in a bit begging voice)
- I’m… I’m sorry…
- You don’t have to be sorry… It was your decision. And remember my words? I would be there for you no matter what( he smiled)
- I.. remember.. I’m sor…( I couldn’t continue, there was a huge grudge of sadness in my throat. Tears appeared in my eyes, I covered them with my hands… I felt so bad)
- Don’t hide your beautiful eyes.. I have missed them so much.. But my heart brakes when I see you crying…
But the pain was too much so I continued to cry…I didn’t know what to say to him… The grudge was getting bigger and bigger…
- That’s it.. stop crying or I will cry too.. Besides all the people are staring at us.. (he said and smiled.I opened my eyes and I saw it too.. All the people was looking at us… I started wiping my tears.
- Sorry…
- Please stop apologizing… You don’t have a reason to apologize… (he said and took my hand I to his hands. They where so warm)
- I need to talk to you… (I finally came to my séances and talked properly)
- I… ( he wanted to say something but a girl came to him and hugged him than said : baby let’s go, were late. Mikel said that he will finish his conversation and will come, than they kissed)
- Wow.. She’s pretty (I said sadly)
- I wanted to tell you…
- No It’s ok… (tears came up to my eyes again) I..I have to go somewhere…
- Wait, you said you want to talk( I saw sadness in his face)
- It doesn’t matter anymore… (I turned away and started walking. He grabbed my arm)
- Please..I need to know…
- But you have a beautiful girlfriend… What do you care about silly old me… I cant compare to her…
- But.. .
- You want to know what I wanted to tell you? Fine.. (I was angry and sad at the same time) I wanted to tell you that I’v made the wrong decision.. And that I chose you.. In my heart I always chose you. At the time I spent alone I realized, that all the time I was with Ony, I loved you… That Is what I wanted to tell you…
He let go of my hand and looked shocked. I saw in his eyes that he was confused…
- I wish you the best thing in life… I just wanted that I could share my happiness with you…But… (I turned away and started walking, well it almost seemed like running but never mind)
- Whait.. (He wanted to chase me but his girlfriend came back and hugged him… )
I felt like I was thrown out of a train… trough my tears I couldn’t even see the road(I was walking back home). I thought that this was my worst day ever.. but noo… It had to go even worse…
When I was back in my house Ony came by… He looked angry as hell…
The last part today

  Tommorow more please.

i wanna more
this is so great...

ony angry


can't wait for tomorrow

Really really great parts!

Oh my god Mikel kissed you!
Oh my god he got a girlfriend!
Oh my god Ony is angry!

Oh my god More!

I love that story

write_more write_more!!!

Part 13
- How could you? You said that you loved me and later that day you made out with MIKEL?!?!?!
- I.. Ony..please…
- Ony??? ONY?!?!?! I..I loved you… I still do… But…
At that time I was totally ruined… I started crying like crazy.. I swear I cried a river in the room…
- And you even couldn’t say that to me.. You just runned away and left me heartbroken… So you know how many night’s I’v spend In a deep depression trying to figure out why you left? I blamed me for your disappearance… And…. And I… I hope you are happy… D’nash split up… How can I sing in the same band with the guy who stole you from me…?
- I made as much wrong decisions I could make… But… please…
- Don’t speak… just… tell me one thing… Why? (he said in a silent voice)
- I don’t know… (I was hardly breathing)
- That’s all I wanted to know… (his face looked cold as ice, but I saw a tear running down his cheek )
- Don’t leave me here, all alone..
- You mean don’t leave the way you did? (he wiped his tear and took of)
I was desperate… I drank a bottle of Vodka by myself… And knowing I don’t drink…Ever… It was enough to make the second biggest mistake in my life… I went to the bathroom, I took a knife and I cut my wanes.. It started bleeding like a fountain… But the alcohol had such a big effect on me I Didn’t even feel the pain… I left a note on the washing machine. It said:
“ I’m sorry but I cant handle it anymore .I have coused to much pain to the one’s who I love. And I can’t forgive it to myself. This way will be better for all of us. I love you. And please don’t cry for me, I don’t’ deserve it. I don’t deserve to live. That’s why I take my life away. It’s my decision. “

The same evening…Ony was sitting on the bench near my house. He was thinking about everything. When suddenly he heard a scream that was coming from my house. It was the made who came to clean my house. She found me lying on the bathroom flour, in a poodle of blood. Ony ran in to my house… When he saw me… he was terrified. He yelled to the made to call 911, he made CPR to me… I started breathing but I was still unconscious…

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